“It matters little whether the intuition of being resemble the innate gift of an imperial intelligence serenely relying upon its limpid strength and upon the cooperation of a pure and delicate flesh, and of a vivid and perfectly balanced sensibility, as seems to have been the case for Thomas Aquinas; whether, alternatively, it spring unexpectedly like a kind of natural grace at the sight of a blade of grass or a windmill, or at the sudden perception of the reality of the self; whether it proceed from the implacability with which the being of things independent of ourselves becomes abruptly evident to us, suddenly casting our own being back upon its solitude and its frailty; whether I make my way towards it by inner experience of duration, or of anguish, or of certain moral realities which transcend the flow of time—these alternatives, I repeat, are of slight moment.” (From Existence and the Existent by Jacques Maritain)
First note and put aside for the moment the likeness to the focus on ‘I AM’, the sadhana of Nisargadatta Maharaj. I ask what does intuition mean in this case? Is it a sort of immediate knowledge without going through the normal reasoning process, ‘he just knew in that instant’, sort of thing?
‘I AM’ is always there, always cleansed of the past, a pure presence that pervades my present condition, simply illuminating it. This ‘I AM’ is not my present mental state but the immediacy of my awareness of it demonstrates the self luminous cognition of my contemporary mental contents. It is as though those states were to flow through it. Past and present are given now and in every awareness memory shines through.
How are we to get free and live in consciousness as such leaving remorse behind. (Remorse from re-mordere - re-bite ) Can the past break away and be rendered toothless?